Optimism. In this case: the cow is half full.

I've got time to get everything done. The papers and projects and tests will happen.

I'm going to get an alarm clock soon. I'm going to switch phones. I'm going to wake up on time and answer texts.

I'm going to love God and people and learn a lot about God and people. And stuff. I'll learn a lot of English-y, philosophical, historical, social, mathematical, psychological, Biblical stuff.

And I'll keep lists of things I'm thankful for and I'll keep track of memories I've lived in and I'll keep track of thoughts I've had amidst the thankful memories.

And hopefully, I'll continue this life-project of more God, less me. I'll look up more.